I think about gambling all the time.

Well, not gambling, but now all I can think about is online casinos.

Maybe now I can make a little bit of money and run away with it.

I have a month before my credit card is debited, so I can deposit more with my credit card

and earn some money and put it back into my account.

I'm fighting with myself every day.

It's so stupid, but I'm thinking about it seriously.

I'm so worried.

I'm seriously thinking about betting on baccarat or roulette, which have a 50% chance of doubling.

You can easily bet hundreds of thousands of yen online.

Internet banking and credit cards are scary.

I don't feel like I'm spending money.

How long will this conflict continue?

I can't relax even on my days off.

I'm sorry, my wife and kids.

I'm such a husband and father.

It's okay, I won't commit suicide.

The insurance money you can get on death is limited.

Most people work until retirement.

No, I'll work until I die and give back.

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